alright,
sorry germaine and th rest.
i am seriously biased.

read thru youh blog,
yeah, true,
everything youh wrote.
when sunli and th rest came,
i didn't do so much.

my fault yeah.
but yet again,
put yourself in my shoe yeah,
very difficult in my part too.

arghs,
onces youh are th leader of th cca,
youh will know what i'm going thru.
neither this nor that,

afraid of even th slight things,
afraid of making youh feel left out,
afraid that youh will feel bored.
afraid that th activities ís a failure.

jeex,
thats enough to even add to th stress can.

so nowq what?
just leavee them out,
and make them hate gb?

well,
i thoughht of that before,
seriously,
i think it won't do any good.

i tried and tried,
nothinq satisfy your,
what can i do.

yeah,
leaving them out
is better than th 16 of youh right?
but come'on,
be realistic can?

i DON'T know!
alright?
detest me,
or whatsoever,
whats done is done.

Ps: leaving th situation to god.
. i know what to do.
. all i have to do is ASK.
. nowq, here i am askinq.
. (: